Tuesday, January 15, 2013

Final Project

Final Project!
I. Portfollio: Most of my favorite works I put up on my blog already so you can read them.
1. Infatuaion Blur- I adored this poem and it basically describes my life right now
2. You're Stuck- It was a creepy Halloween poem that almost gave me nightmares!
3. My Fanfiction for Phantom of the Opera- I'm absolutely obsessed with it so I wrote about it
 Christine stared at both the men she loved. The Phantom, the one who took her love and gave her a future of darkness with a good career the one whose music made her soul take flight the one that she knew needed and couldn't live without her. She looked at the other man, Raoul, Her childhood sweetheart. The man who was filthy rich and could save her and provide for her and her baby. "You try your patiece. Make your choice." The Phantom growled at her with pain in his eyes. Raoul had a noose around his neck and his hands were tied to the gate behind him. Everything was up to Christine. Now was the moment. Who would she choose? She knew, She'd always known. SInce the moment Raoul walked into her life again everything had gone downhill quickly. She took a couple steps towards the Phantom. "Pitiful creature of darkness, What sort of life have you known? God give me courage to show you. You are not alone." And just like that she chose the Phantom. Her Angel of Music, the man who was obsessed with her and the one who would worship her forever. She didn't know how to make it work, but she would make it. when it came to him she'd always make it. She lived to please him. Their lips met. They gave into their passion. The kiss deepened and she could literally hear a crescendo in her mind as they got closer and closer. They pulled apart gasping for breath, tears still streaming down both faces. They looked into each others eyes. "Go now! Go now and leave me!" the Phantom yelled at her. She quickly untied the noose from Raoul's neck and helped him regain himself and led him gentlely to the boat as the Phantom continued to rant. "Raoul I must stay. Go on without me. I must do this. You've been a good friend. Don't search for me. I want this. I want him." She kissed his cheek in a final good bye gesture.  The phantom sat quietly on his bed in his room playing with his childhood music box and what he considered his only friend. He sang a long to the sad song about hiding your face from the world. He sat quietly after she came and sat by him. She took his hand and held it to her chest. "We must leave quickly." They found the secret tunnel through the broken mirror and escaped into the darkness, Together. Making music as they left.
4. My Fanfiction about Zero and Ichiru from Vampire Knight (part of my NaNoWriMo)
5. Substitute rapid write- I'll type this one out.
 I'm just a substitute for love. Nobdoy actually cares. I'm just the place holder to bigger, better, more exciting things. Guys use me because I'm just like her, She's a copy of me. I'm the original but the substitute yet the same. Nobody really cares about "how is your day" or "what are you doing" they just want me to have to complain about the substitute of me.
6. Kelp
 The place its most easy to lose myself is in my mind. Especially when I listen to music. Its a dark screen at first with the instrumental part. It starts. There's a breath and a melodious voice starts whispering in your ear telling, revealing, their innermost thoughts and wishes pleading for empathy and sympathy the dark screen shifts with everynew word. A new color appears splashes of orange, red, green, purple, the first chorus hits and a spark starts and builds into explotions of mixed emotions. With every word memories mis with the singers and they intwine perfectly like yin and yang. The riseand the falls make the air flow in and out of my lungswarm, happy, pleasure runs through my body like a sugar rush and when the song ends I poen my eyes to the real world. I replay the song close my eyes and I disappear to lose myself in my mind again.
7. Intoxication Rapid write-
We sat on the couch bewildered by the movie playing on the screen. I don't know if he caught me staring at him. Him with his brown hair with the little random curls, his green iris with shiny yellow around his pupils. I watched his body keep shifting with every conversation. I'm still mad at him. He lied to my face and made me vry over him, but that lingering hug as he squeezed tighter when I pulled away, those big strong arms that hold me perfectly. The sweet intoxication laced in it,made a rocket blast off into my heart.
8. Figurine Rapid Write-
 One pen alone forever in a box. That's not the fate for me I don't want my family and friends staring at my cold unearthly carcus. I want to be melted or have my body run out of ink and fall off a cliff. Just toss mein the garbage like I deserve don't let everyone look at the shame of the wite where my ink used to be. don't let anyone see what i'm always trying to hide. i'm running out so decide what you'll do with me now; just don't use a box.
9. Taylor's letter to me-
It was last Saturday Night at a dance in Layton. You'd just walked in looking like and angel in black with red streaks in your hair. I have a girlfriend, but I was so smitten with you I thought we should dance I spun you aroud a lot and watched as your body moved towards me. I found out alot about you. You liked that I wore all white and you thought I was interesting wearing a purple bowtie and suspenders. Tiffany and Taylor, T and T, later you met my girlfriend. I could see the hurt in your eyes and I just wanted to carress you and make the world disappear. You were dared to get my number but I never texted you back becaue I have a girlfriend. Forgive me my black angel who shined brighter than the disco ball. My Tiffany I'll find you. -Taylor
10. It starts now word scramble-
Starts now. under the arch of bright light that heat darkened my tight throat of the prayer this sigh with final breath this my wildest sounding death and as new murmering spores the gererous hands rioting my time moving quiet will resonant, the long road its strange savage air insider our quick moment into that peaked edge whistling through the place to the shining bubbles free into the hands softly to conclude it stops.

II. Last Writing for Class

I always hurt
the blood drips from
the bloddy wrists and the
knives that cut them.
People are full of pain.
Giving it and receiving it.
Everybody does both at one point in time.
Some people are just rotten to the core.
They don't care who they hurt they just want
their own personal pain to end.
Some boys toy with your heart then
leave the first chance they get. 
Some girls do the same then
talk trash.
Some guys are sweet but hide
insecurities
Some girls are too shy
so they go after all the wrong guys.
We're all just living in a world of pain.

III. Reflections

This year was a great year for writing. I've never thought about things a certain way and now I see things from a new perspective. I love this class and I'm very glad that I took it for a second time. I also learned how  much better my writing is when I'm only thinking about it and nothing else and how when I get inspiration stop what I'm doing and start writing it down or I lose it. Plus I've decided to write what I feel and not care what anybody else things about my writing. I'm proud of it the way I wrote it. They didn't so they can't complain. I'm glad I have had to many opportunities to write like I have and blog I will continue you!!!

Thursday, January 10, 2013

Interview with my close friend

Alessio:
 
My closet friend and everything. One who doesn't show how much he hurts. We talked about movies we need to see and we talked about our days and our scars. We talked of Benjamin Button, and Youtube videos about shoulder angels. We talked about our dreams and about futures. He says he's got a scar on the back of his hand but I know there's a scar on his heart. I'm the only one who can see it but I know its there it always shows. I heard him talk about things that may seem nonsence to anyone but me. We speak our own language and know it fluently. I know he's leaving in a couple years and so am I to do different things. But I promise I'll write him everyday and make sure he's happy where he is. I'll get to hear his funny stories about companions, new cities, and God. I hope that day never comes because I love to see his eyes. 

Tuesday, January 8, 2013

Best Poem I've written in a while: Infatuation Blur

You're made for me, I'm made for you,
We fit together, We're the perfect two,
You're not him, and I'm not her,
Always living in a blur,
We stick together to pass the time,
But I'm not yours and your not mine.
You say you love me, He wants me back,
That love is one thing that he does lack.
He loves her, She loves him,
Its the perfect kind of sin.
"I love you back" I say to you
All you say is "she treated me like poo"
I'm not her, she immitates me,
But to everyone else she is we.
He thinks I'm her, Thats why he loves,
He wants me in a white dress, a church, with doves,
She loves him, and him, not him,
All she ever does is sin.
So we're the perfect two, If you became him
And I became her,
But until then we're lost in the infatuation blur.

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

You're Stuck


You’re Stuck

By Tiffany Gephart

 

It starts out with a girl.

A lone girl minding her own business.

Not a single care in the world.

She hides behind her timid nature making you wonder what she is afraid of.

 

She slowly stands up from her lone place on the bank of a river.

Her long blonde hair flowing down to her waist her long white dress billows in the wind.

She tilts her head up to see the threatening clouds above a quick flash of lightning sends her body ridged.

 

She lets out a silent scream in the darkness.

Her eyes wide and all white.

No pupils.

She turns her head quickly to the left to stare at you.

 

Her eyes are no longer pure but now the color of death as she steps towards you.

You can see the threat in her body language.

Everything in your mind tells you to run but you are glued to the cold dirt ground.

 

She grows not in size but in your mind she is now ten feet tall.

She gets closer her hair grows longer and she bows her head down towards her chest.

The frame of this girl shudders and fur grows all over her body.

She twitches again, and suddenly there is a killer bear in front of you.

Taunting you dancing around you and teasing you to run, but you can’t you’re stuck.

 

The bear looks at you with the eyes of pure terror.

Run puny thing you can’t escape from me.  The beast says to your mind.

But you just look at it defiantly as if to say “Come get me.

You still can’t move as you feel the teeth bite into your flesh slowly taking you over as you submit to the torture.

Monday, October 15, 2012

Moon go away I don't love you no more


Fire can give me wings courage, compassion, and devotion.

 

Love is as frightening as death.

It chills me to the bones.

It makes your heart feel warm but when its gone it leaves you as cold as the last breath leaving your body.

The death feels like a sigh of the ear and the taste of the loss is bitter and salty.

Love like the love from Derrick Eli from Riverside, California. He made my love grow cold and made my heart whither.

The Loss tastes sweet.

Like candy that has been left in your car for months.

The flames danced around my soul sending me rising higher than the smoke.

It was totally awesome, watching the reds, yellows, oranges, browns, the embers of the remaining sins because fire makes you clean.

“Fire can give me wings courage, compassion, and devotion. Fire is obstinate and heady and absolutely not subtle. It is seen as the force burning inside us, the passion to do it with all of ourselves, resulting in the honor and freedom to do it without back stabbing and with an open face.”

The wonderful  ceiling of lust.

Love is as joyful as the plague.

Derrick sucked the soul out.

Tiffy Bear could not survive.

Tomorrow the seplecure will shatter to pieces freeing the spirit trapped inside.

The army of barbies and headless army men.

The spirit will explode with a  loud ringing of plants.

Eir macht ein an.

Even the sky mourns this loss.

Love is frightening as death for the winter holds no love for those who have none to give.

 

 

 

Saturday, September 22, 2012

Rant on Girls

Okay so I really just want to rant about girls.
So I am a girl (if you can't already tell) and I love girls, but sometimes we can be so freaking stupid.
Here are some rules girls and guys can follow them too


  1. Don't post on your boyfriends facebook page every single stinkin' day. Its annoying for everyone else to see your PDA. I don't want to log in and see "Happy Afternoon Boo!! I haven't talked to you in like 4 minutes and I wanted to just say I loooove youuu and I can't wait to see you in a couple minutes blah blah blah" and then get on an hour later "Oh i'm with my baby I love him so much I can't stand life without him and I need him so bad...." GET OVER IT! Tell him you love him IN PRIVATE. I'm sick of gagging about you.
  2. Next thing STOP USING THE WORDS "I LOVE YOU" every single minute. There is a reason true love is a dying thing. You tell everyone you love them the words lose there meaning. Its meant for people who feel really strong about each other and want to express that actual love. 
  3. Don't drag guys along. Its horrible and disrespectful. Guys need to be treated with respect too. If you never treat guys with that respect how will they respect you? If you don't want to be friends/date this guy THEN BREAK IT OFF. Don't talk to him anymore. He'll be hurt but he'll move on and forget about what you had. 
  4. If you don't want to talk to this guy, Don't Reply. I know a ton of girls that say "Eww its him. Why is he texting me? Why can't he just leave me alone?" Well if you reply to him and give him an opportunity  to talk to you then he'll keep doing it over and over. If you don't reply he'll get the hint. 
  5. Don't get caught up on a guy. 13 guys have left me out cold. They just got up and walked out of my life. I decided instead of wishing they'd come back I would move onto another guy that wouldn't walk away. If a guy walks out on you give up
  6. And Finally, give all guys a chance. Most of the time those good wholesome boys you want to date but you fear you'll never find are right under your nose. They think that you wouldn't like them and so they never ask. You don't give them that chance to be open to a relationship. Don't go for the jerks and rebels because you think they'll turn out to be sweet. 98.9% of the time those guys are just what they look like JERKS. So if you want to be treated like crap go out with him. Give the Good Guys a chance.
Okay well there is my rant :) Girls PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE try to follow my advice.
TiffanyTheStrange <3

Friday, August 24, 2012

New Entry

Well as you can tell by now I never ever ever use my blog 
account anymore. Probably because I have no idea what to type
and also because I just forget to write stuff on here. SOOOOO from now 
on I promise I will type on here more. 

The inspiration came from a book called Generation Dead. Its a SUPER good book 
that I'm totally into right now. Its about a bunch of dead teenagers that come back 
to life after they die and nobody knows why. Well there is this girl named Phoebe and she
falls in love with one of the more able bodied zomies named Tommy. Tommy has a 
blog that he writes on every single night called www.mysocalledundeath.com. Its soooo 
funny and I totally love how he writes and everyone all over the world reads his blog
and thoughts on life and everyone is able to connect with him. So I'm hoping 
*crosses fingers* that I might be able to write AWESOME blogs like Tommy instead
of being lame like I have been the last little while :) 

Thanks for Reading and I'll keep on blogging >:D